Perjalanan… [versi BM]

Ringkas kata,
Ape2 yg boleh diukur
sekadar digit dan nombor.

Fikir dan pikir,
Melangkah sejauh perjalanan ini
dengan secare lumrah biasa,
atau timbulkan suatu yg di luar jangkaan
Payah dan penat
asingkan diri dari aliran jalan
bercangkuk sambil menanya
“sejauh mana telah saya sampai?”

Mata merenung,
Lalu-lalang aliran jalan,
Kelihatan yg bertekad, terjatuh, bergegas, sesat
menuju ke arah destinasi kalian.
Segala curahan, yg diperjuangkan, yg diperoleh
di manakah destinasi saye…
masih menjadi pertanyaan diri saya.

Tidak dibilang tidak dipertimbangkan
Teruskan perjalanan!!

CYJ™

**khas utk kawan2 yg kurang fasih b. cina.
Mcm eeqa [very fluent and pro blogger]
yg kan pass by blog saye ni… XD

路。程

简单一句，
衡量到的
只是明确的数字

想着，
普通普通走自己的路，
还是活出属于自己的街
创新，创变，创所
累又泪了，
坐在一旁，自问
到底到哪了？


看着，
路过的，
坚持，倒闭，不停，迷失
各寻各自的城。
付出的，奋斗的，争取的
终城 是在哪里？


不说不想了，
起程！

杰™

Standing Still

Well this post is sort of
my life updates...
in a very summarized version...

I'm at junction, a junction that requires decision..
I'm still hesistating and resisting...
The conflict of
doing something I LOVE
and
doing something HAPPILY

When i flip through some of my photos
and realize.. It's really been a while since
i smile to a camera and spend
moment of joy with friends...
whats going on with my life?

well to be honest
at least for now... (Hoping it will change)
I was never really doing what I love happily
well well learning process, its tough and rough
I always have in mind that
"Uni life is more like lively and
having friends around to spend the time with...
It turned out none of it happened to me..."

"In this frame, just brings back so much memories... so much."

"Standing Still"
I'm always up for challenges...
stress, deadline, inspiration, grade
and this stage just cant get any tougher..
I cant picture whats lies ahead...
Course Transfer, Stop Uni, Change Uni?

I mean, what's uni life when its not
fun and lively all about...
Grades remain grade i know that..
After all, What's a good ending
when the riding process plain sucks...

"Standing Still"
at this junction till
i made up my mind
In the mean time...
All i can do is just continue
what i've been doing so far
and pray for wisdom..
DOWN DOWN DOWN.....


C Y J™

Terapung Tanpa Arah

Recently,
ku hilang secubit motivasiku
yg tidak ternilai utk teruskan perjuangan kat uni
Kenape! Kenape?! ku bisik pada diriku

walaupun secubit x seberape,
namun ia sungguh bermakna padaku
adakah ku x berani menerima cabaran?
takut akan ketinggalan dlm gred?
tidak saye menolak kenyataan tu
namun,
ku tidak seperti ku yg dulu
penuh kesungguhan dan dedikasi
pade setiap cabaran dan tugasan

Kan Ku cari motivasi yg telah sesat
dalam perjalanan ku sejauh ini,

"Apakah sebenarye yg aku nak pada masa depan??
ku masih terapung tanpa arah.."

C Y J ™

SEM-02 LeaderShip-ing

Well I'm quite "semangat"
everytime sem starts...
for example...
Wake up early instead of on time..
make up the hair before school XD
and etc etc la...

hmmm... quite weird la today's class
its gonna be another good challenge
to be in the same room with BC Tribe...

LeaderShip Issue
brought up today been assigned
to give presentation next week titled
"Good Leader & Bad Leader Comparison"

It's easier and more obvious
to tell one is a Good leader...
based on achievement outcome etc...
but,
It's quite weird or silly to say one
is a Bad Leader bla bla bla...
sounds really like criticizing that leader
which is nt that cool thing to do...

As for me myself...
Good or Bad leader
"havin the courage to take up the responsibility to
lead the team deserves some credits for that
regardless the outcome and achievement"

We'll see what happens next class...



C Y J™